mind games

Sssshhhh! Listen …. Do you hear that? Sounds like jeering. Where is it coming from? Sure feels up close and personal, but you look right, then left – just in case. There it is again. Sneering this time – laughing that “AT YOU” kind of laugh meant to make you feel small and powerless –…

The following lines are not my own, however, I have pulled together song lyrics and have juxtaposed them into my own, free-flowing thought process … my own interpretative verse. It is, in its entirety, lyrics borrowed from songs that have moved me deeply in relation to my own pain and internal struggles. Maybe you, too,…

It all began as I was sitting on that Spin bike … this time a participant instead of the instructor … I carry that proverbial weight on my shoulders and realize that my tank of inner angst has reached full capacity. Dark goes the room. Pitch black to match the pitch of blackness I am…

  Worth -Value-Beauty—- Nothing.  In you there is nothing but Waste.   You ruin Everything good … Nothing about you is Beautiful.   You are the embodiment of Mistakes   Your Mental, emotional, physical characteristics – Have no lasting impact.   Each day  you should disregard your Value.   Shame and regret Overwhelming you … Embrace the Hopelessness, doubts, fears…